Wednesday, 10 March 2010

Love ain't enough!

How did she die?
"She passed away in a car crash"
That's what I heard
Being sad as much
As I used to love her.

She's always on my mind,
She's always in my heart.

I couldn't go to another place
Because I've never had such a feeling
I cried, I laughed
Remembered the best of my days with her
Only her love had his special way.

She's always living in my mind,
She's always living in my heart.

She cheered me up
She lifted me up,

She knew the best of me
And tried to correct my worst
I love her much as...
I didn't get the time to ask her
Did she ever loved me?

She's dominating my mind
She's dominating my heart.

Everytime she saw a tear,
She changed it into a strong fear,
She controlled my desire
She knew how to satisfy me.
She's not a real existence anymore
Because she's gone
What am I living for
When I'm alone?
Is she watching over me again?
Is she missing me?
Because I really do.

She stole my mind,
She stole my heart.

Is she reading what I'm writing?
Did this ever had a meaning?
I wished she hold on tight to me
I do believe that her love is all I need.
Nights are empty.
The moon is calling her name
the stars turned off losing the sense of shining,
Days are annoying
Sun is dying without her name
And lights turned off losing the sense of lighting.
For what are lights made?
When nothing is brightening?
When the long blond hair left them.

She took my mind
She took my heart
She took my breath
She took my life
She took my smile
She took a part of me
She took herself
she took something precious
She took my tears
She took my name
She took my powers
She took my emotions.

Over now Why am I alive?
Do I want to live without her?
I don't want to love her anymore
What am I looking for?
My wings are lost
She took them with her
She left the place
She left my place
She left her place
A place that no one can take
Full of responsibilities.
Angels? Do they exist?
I can pretend their existence
Just to get the good feeling
Shouting: welcome to the club
Yes I'm a broken heart
I don't want to
I want to live for your memory
But you're not my angel
No angels in the sky
You incarnated my angel on earth
You're gone! You're not an angel
You're a soul! Mine!
I should leave it all behind my back
Because sooner or later
I'll wake up.
Lost without?For what?
Why should I care?
Is this what god wanted?
Taking you a pure body?
He might not have done the right decision.
Is he jealous from me?
Sorry I'm obliged to accept
This is what we call destiny
Kind of a new idea!
A car crash?Life?
What's life? Do I live anyway?
Do I miss you? Does it take me to a result?
Should I accept?
I won't!You were everything
I'll never wait to chase after you
Don't scream I'm coming
Dead body, soul alive
Never thought about a way for death
But dying for you
Is the best way
I know a place where we can meet
No one will know who we are
Everything will change
You'll see,I promise You
Even though you're not here
But I'll always think of you..

LOVE is one of our illusions on earth,
If it didn't exist,
We would have done our best to invent it!

Christophe Zgheib!
6/11/2009